I wait.....
*Disclaimer* To my 2 people that read this, do not get overly excited, for I am trying not to be.
I am a firm believe (unfortunately) in things happening that I could "jinx".
For example:
Driving this past weekend with my father.
"Dad, quit getting upset with my driving, I've never gotten into a wreck"
.....1 day later: a car pulls in front of me, and Ginger (my car) is missing an "eye".
Talking to my Mom.
"I took a pregnancy test, it's negative. I'm 2 weeks late, just not normal. But I feel fine"
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And thus I wait.
And be peaceful and patient.
Two things that Jesus is probably laughing about because He knows these are NOT my strong qualities.
I am a compassionate person who VERY much likes to have control. I have no control of this, no knowledge of an outcome...not knowing what could possibly happen if "aunt ... (you know who)" doesn't come within 2 more weeks.
And that scares me.
