I wait.....
*Disclaimer* To my 2 people that read this, do not get overly excited, for I am trying not to be.
I am a firm believe (unfortunately) in things happening that I could "jinx".
For example:
Driving this past weekend with my father.
"Dad, quit getting upset with my driving, I've never gotten into a wreck"
.....1 day later: a car pulls in front of me, and Ginger (my car) is missing an "eye".
Talking to my Mom.
"I took a pregnancy test, it's negative. I'm 2 weeks late, just not normal. But I feel fine"
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And thus I wait.
And be peaceful and patient.
Two things that Jesus is probably laughing about because He knows these are NOT my strong qualities.
I am a compassionate person who VERY much likes to have control. I have no control of this, no knowledge of an outcome...not knowing what could possibly happen if "aunt ... (you know who)" doesn't come within 2 more weeks.
And that scares me.
hmm...i can watch leila or maybe someone else... ;)
ReplyDeletelove. love. love you.
waiting and praying with you.
:) I loves you, praying & hoping for you, supporting you :)
ReplyDeleteah, that one powerful word... control! and yet we always have to keep reminding ourselves that God knows what's best for us, and if our lives are in His hands, He will work everything out for our good! And He has surely done that for you :)))
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